You're an island and my ship has run aground

WARNING: LENGTHY LENGTHY POST.

yesterday was another lazy day! just spent the day at vj waiting for badi's tryout for floorball. i think i'm damn pathetic cause now i didn't even try to find the badminton incharge, i think i get influenced too easily. but either ways, you win lah okay? and i'm just gonna pray cause its all i can do. yeah, so lazy day of monopoly deal with archana and esther. and then halfway we met caroline and all she could say was: "WHAT THE SHIT WHAT THE SHIT WHAT THE SHIT!" and then this was followed by almost 2hours of talking and laughing(: its really very interesting to hear stories from caroline, shes really truly fullofshit(NO OFFENCE) hehe(: but very nice luh, to just sit there and laugh at everything and question vj like mad! hahaha! from all the stories, i think i actually like vj, but cannot get too attached, my fate ain't sealed. but still, talking to caroline was i guess the best part of that day cause it was real nice to catch up with friends we lose contact from. besides, that dummy's gonna leave soon, so the catching up felt nice. I'LL STILL SEND HATE LETTERS TO PEIYAN TO PASS TO YOU CAUSE YOU GUYS WILL BE SO CLOSE TO ONE ANOTHER AND I'LL ORDER JO-ANN TO CONSTANTLY GO OVER TO WHEREVER YOU STAY TO HAUNT AND DISTURB YOU>:D haha, so its not exactly goodbye(:

yeah, spent the rest of the time waiting and binging on nerds that cannot be finished, ITS NEVER ENDING. hah, sorry tenyeh, and arch and esther we shall say hello to diabetes(: then after that we tried to find the taipan at neptune gardens, but its actually 3busstops away, so we just walked into private property without well, consent. HAHA fail. so in the end we just took bus16 and jumped out of the bus when we saw nice foodshops at eastcoast road, i bet the ticketperson thought we were escaping her! HEH! and then we ate good dinner! i think i never mention how i love indian food, i love indian food. esp the saffron rice(Y) and then got the butter chicken(Y)(Y) and then got all the masalas(Y)(Y)(Y)! hahaha! i really love it, but its always too spicy for me and i can never finish it): ONE DAY I'LL FINISH IT! you know, i even like the mock meat too! HEHEHE! actually, I LOVE THE MOCK MEAT! i should be born in the where, north india isit? where the ppl have blonde hair and nice eyes. i mean, growing up surrounded with food like that, you'll be hot man! HAHA! I LOVE THE FOOD): CRAVING.

okay, then finished lazy day and started talking non-stop night! i trained all the way from bedok to clementi to fetch natalie, then train back to pasirris. got fined $2 for staying too long in the mrt, like WTF?! how the bloody hell am i suppose to know i can't wait in the platform for an hour plus? okay lah, i'm quite sure theres a sign that i didn't see, but i still feel bushuang so WTH!?!?!? HEHE>:)

talk and talk and talk and talk! its really just talking(: and i really caught up ALOT with natalie. and we'll just agree and vent previously unvented angers and just laugh cause some stuff are too absurd. but really fun(: and then i'll play with snowy, cause hes SO CUTE! hes a suckup, like oleh! but really very cute luh:D:D:D:D:D and he likes me alot, cause when we sleeping already, he came and stand above me(okay, this part does not show how he likes me, its the next part) then after stepping all over me, he just lies at my side and like bolster like that(: SO CUTE! i swear animals know stuff and can console you by doing cute things like that(: SO CUTEEEE!

so i spent the night reliving times in cedar with natalie and like just talking about all the scandals and asking her alot of questions which sometimes made no sense whatsoever until she fell asleep! but i really enjoyed the entire night cause it felt once again, real. and just very good to RAR all the problems and retarded things that happened/is happening to me. i swear natalie is like the few ppl who can really comfort me(:

and then i continue to pat snowy and stare into the ceiling till i dozed off too. it was this super innerpeace night, i really liked it, and everything around me seemed warm and friendly. its like a safe haven. very safe and happy there(: UNTIL, snowy became nocturnal and decided to disturb me by taking up the ENTIRE PILLOW and i was too tired to haggle with him so i gave up and let him take the entire pillow while i just slept on the mattress:D and the cycle repeated quite a few times, like he'll suddenly give me the pillow and i'll take it, then he come back and hog the pillow again and i'll give in. but cannot luh, he too cute to fight with him over a pillow:D hehe!

then after that i left for home at like 9am! so early right! haven't woke up so early in a LONGLONGTIME! hehe, took 81 and as usual, i thought alot again. more than usual. but it was happy thoughts luh(: smiled alot and i think my itouch knows the right and perfect songs to play to make me feel awesome(: the songs totally suited the thoughts:D

went home happy! went to archery happy! i think managing to convince shar to the flea with me(SHE WAS BEING LAZY) made me happy too! but shooting today felt good cause of the weather i think! and i wasn't alone, hehe, crystal shot today too:) but yeah, the weather was rainy(okay, yes i bet you dun understand why i thought the weather was good) but i like the drizzle, it was comforting again:) and just very nice luh, i really liked walking and shooting under the drizzle. can't say i shot well today, but i'm improving(:

rushed home just to realise that shar haven't left house, so it means that no point going cause she'll have to rush home): so we plan to go for next week's flea! ANYBODY WANNA COME JUST COME CAUSE I REALLY LAZY TO SMS/TWIT PPL! HAHAHA! EVERYONE'S INVITED! sorry if it felt as though i excluded you, cause guess what, YOU'RE INVITED TOO>:D haha, i sound like an idiot, but i just doing unto others blahblahblah, you get what i mean(:

so instead of flea i had family dinner! went to eastcoast's jumbo! reason was to celebrate my olevel results and my sis's degree and new found job at sydney. yeah, my family damn piggy cause its just a reason to eat good food. my mum thought of it at 5pm and the dinner was 8pm the same day. my family, well more of my mum, just likes to find any reason to eat, WHAT PIGS! and i think my family very interesting, like really cannot stop laughing at all the stupid shit that happen to each individual. and the sarcasms are like (Y) haha(:

okay since its such a long post i shall make it longer, tell you FUNNY STORIES, MUST READ>:D

so my sister works in changihospital(CGH) no, not the scary one, the one with real ppl in it, yeah, that one(: so shes a physio(she BRAGS about how she has an occupation constantly to me) and so one patient was this lady who was not suppose to move at all cause she just finish operation. so my sister was really fed up with her cause this lady got out of bed to the television room to watch Ai4. you know the (stupid) taiwan/hk show that has inappropriate sound effects and has been showing since like what, the end of 2009? yeah, that retarded show. (my sis complains how it was showing before she left for aus and after she came back too) so yeah, my sis was fed up cause, the lady will like make the effort to go to the tv room, but then she'll refuse to move when she has to go to the physio room. stupid right! hahaha(:

next story, is about this 50 year old guy who fractured his hand. and he fractured it trying to kill a cockroach. (LIKE WHY WOULD YOU WANNA KILL A COCKROACH WITH YOUR BAREHANDS!?!) but yeah, he did and he used like alot of strength to whack, causing him to fracture his hand. and the best part? the cockroach didn't die.

HAHAHAHAHAHA! LIKE WTH RIGHT!??!?! damn funny! i bet the cockroach is like laughing its ass off at the guy! LOL.

last one was my sis patient. its this 70year old man who has really, ALOT OF TIME. cause he enjoys playing tennis or picket/pickup(?)(some american game) then he complain complain complain until tampines has (from zero till) 5tenniscourts. and thats not all. cause he has some knee problem and tampines cc's toilets is all squat and only one seat, and the seat usually locked. so the next thing he is going to do is to complain till all the toilets are seats. HAHA! omg, super free. and my sis pities the government(RARE) hehe(:

okay i'm quite sure theres some privacy policy so ppl can like sue me or smth, so i shall just apologize here. SORRY! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH! but really funny luh!

yeah, so if the next time you go CGH for whatever reasons(hopefully good ones) then yeah you can ask the staff members if they know Charis and the toilet manager. yes, the toilet manager is none other than Me. cause when i was young(REALLY YOUNG AND STUPID OKAY!) my brother would give me a handwritten 5dollar note which would amuse me ttm so that i would sit outside the toilet and happily sing songs while he bathes(he was scared of the dark) hence the title toilet manager. and it hasn't left me since then. and right now, the entire staff of CGH knows me by that too. Wonderful! haha, I WANT TO KILL UGLY SO BADLY NOW! ANNOYING SISTER!

got alot of childhood stories which i learn from when i went to australia with my family for 2weeks. really interesting, but i just can't help but wonder how stupid can i get. super naive and stupid. really really stupid. HAHA! yeah, next time tell you all more, i getting lazy to blog and theres still alot more.

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this part is more theory so some ppl may not agree but i think its true. cause on my way back from nat's house the itouch played High School Never Ends by Bowling For Soup. and i think its true. like high school really never ends. so all the ppl out there who thought that jc would be a better less bitchy envt, THINK AGAIN.

"Then When you graduate,Ya take a look around and you say "Hey Wait!"This is the same as where I just came from,I thought it was over, Aw that's just great"

cause i'm sure every school has its social ladder and shit and everyone would wanna climb it, at least to a safe place otherwise you're a reject. i won't deny that i don't wanna climb it. so yeah, literally "the whole damn world is just as obssessed as whos the best dressed and whos having sex .Who‘s got the money. Who gets the honeys Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess"

you definately can't deny to that. like you would be interested in whos hot and whos not and definately scandals. it may not be as exaggerated as the song(america what!) but the essence is still there. this "social ladder" "norms" and well just "high school" will follow us wherever. and sad to say, even I have to accept this no matter how much i don't want to, our past will follow us wherever we go. we can't leave it behind nor ignore nor bury it no matter how hard we try. those who came up with "starting a new leaf" doesn't mean hiding the past, but more of learning from it, accepting the wrongdoings and integrating the "solution" or "change" into the present.

aiya, its getting too bloody chim for blogger, i don't even understand wth i'm blogging about. so yeah, i'm just saying that high school really never ends and its best that we stop deceiving ourselves and accept the fact that its all going to replay again. chances are you'll be what you are in primary school and in secondary school. i mean, i believe theres exceptions, but seriously, we'll be the same. hey, i hate it too okay, i don't want to be the same status in pri and sec school, crazy much? haha, but its interesting right? i used to tell myself i'll be a reject in jc cause i'm like that, but who knows. i should be optimistic. anyway, yeah, you can try your best to change things, but seriously, i'm quite sure we'll be the same damn thing. or even MORE of the same thing HAHA!

i think if i went to america my status would be like what tanya said: "dumb jock", but i think i'll be the kind to bake creme brulee too;) HAHA! fail. but yeah, dumbjock. can't deny i have blonde MOMENTS(I'M NOT BLONDE ITS JUST MOMENTS) and you can't seperate me and sports. like seriously, which part of me will end up in choir or dance? (SORRY ESTHER AND LEE BUT THE CHOIR AND DANCE THING IS JUST NOT POSSIBLE. AT ALL.) HAHA! i think cheerleading is the closest i can get to aesthetics cause well, i suck in aesthetics and base is more brawns than anything. haha FLOWER!(reminds me of the talk with caroline, explain if you ask me)

"the truth hurts, but the lies' worse" so just, well, BE accepting. and if you're really trying to change, there are EXCEPTIONS(: so this is just for fun luh, i like the lyrics, very funny(: cause like all the stereotypes are in the lyrics and very, well, applicable. hehehehehe! so heres the video(:




Italics/Bold for the parts which are "applicable" ;)

4 Years you think for sure
That's all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the Stuck-up Chicks
So superficial, so immature

Then When you graduate,
Ya take a look around and you say "Hey Wait!"
This is the same as where I just came from,
I thought it was over, Aw that's just great.

The Whole Damn World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who's having sex
Who‘s got the money. Who gets the honeys
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess

And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends

High School Never Ends

Check out the popular kids
You'll never guess what Jessica did!
And how did Mary Kate lose all that weight?
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom's straight!

And the only thing that matters,
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn't matter if you're 16 or 35

Reese Witherspoon, she's the Prom Queen
Bill Gates, Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback

Seen it all before
I want my money back!

The Whole damn World is just as obsessed
With who's the best dressed and who's having sex
Who's in the club and who's on the drugs
And who's throwin up before they digest

And you still don't have the right look
And you don't have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then


High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends

The Whole Damn World is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and (who's having sex)
Who‘s got the money. Who (gets the honeys)
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess

And I still don't have the right look
And I still have the same 3 friends
And I'm pretty much - the same as - I was back then(hold en)

High School Never Ends
Oh Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh, Oh Oh Oh-Oh
High School Never Ends!



okay, one last thing, the same 3 friends part is kinda true cause peiyan and jo-ann has been my friends since like what 9-10 years now?LOL. we won't end up in the same jc, but those two going to college tgt LOL. and plus, i most likely will go over for university LOL. and when they come back we confirm will meet again LOL. yes all the LOLs is for to justify how the song is true. like seriously? same three friends. or about there. HAHAHAAHAHAHA! OKAY GONNA GO OFF NOW, confirm late for session and mass again tmr): SHIT. stupid its 4am luh! so hope you have fun reading this lengthy post, its been like a LONGLONG time since i blog so long, i think i only do this when i'm happy. so YOU'RE A SURVIVOR OF THIS POST, WELLDONE!

make me happy so i'll blog soon(: